Dark

I am in a dark place right now friends. It's murky and grimy, and I feel like I am wading through the heaviest muck...inhaling the thickest, most choking funk, feeling and tasting vile gunk...and all the while I can't see a thing, not even that light that is usually at the end of such tunnels. Perhaps this is not a tunnel, but a hole, because the more I walk, the more I feel like I am not really going anywhere, just stepping...left, right, left, right.

I tried to at least turn around and go back where I came from, but in vain. All sides feel the same, and now I have basically lost my sense of direction. I am afraid of what words might come from such a dark place, hence the hiatus from blogging. Bear with me. Someone told me to count my blessings...well...1)I have two legs to keep on wading...